Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Right vs Wrong
Made a big decision last nite..... ..... expected the outcome .... i felt sad too... but juz wanted to fair to all..... juz hope tat tis period will pass fast ..... juz hope i can earn tat understanding.....
juz felt tat i'm becoming more and more emotional and easily influenced thru emotions which i wasnt in the past..... dunno if itz a good thing..... i've made the decision and i juz haf to stand by it.... i cant turn back time neither can i regret even if i do ..... life has to go on.... i juz haf to carry my legs and continue my journey.... study hard and study well ..... Ganbatte ne!!!!
Everyday in life we haf to make lots of tough decision.... it may juz be a very simple thing like deciding btw to eat this or tat, to go here or there ..... but many a times it juz seems so tough .... so tough tat it makes us crack our heads and feel like pulling out our hair...... y issit tat we haf to face decision making everyday, every hr, every min, every sec???? Cant we juz be more decisive ...... i guess the reality is tat we cant.....
Dint sleep well again..... went in to work and felt like sleeping the moment i stepped in ..... eyes feeling so tired and heavy ..... still not recovered from my bad flu yet..... when will it be ok..... i'm gettin impatient.... my nose seems to be fallin off @ the rate i'm blowing my nose..... i'm really so so so tired of everything..... i seriously NEED a holiday a break very badly..... but i cant afford......
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*wishes to dedicate a song .... Akon's "sorry, put the blame on me"
Saturday, October 27, 2007
PaRt Time StuDenT ReaL SooN .....
skool is starting on 19th nov ... which is like 3 weeks away .... time really flies... as it gets nearer i'm getting more panicky.... as i noe very well tat itz nto easy to work & study.... esp when i haf lessons 3 times a week.... mon,wed & fri..... hmmz.... all i can pray for is *MOTIVATION* .... (missy arh ... we muz support and motivate each other till we graduate k) Hopefully my brains are still functioning well .... Bought a new Agnes B bag for skool .... a huge bag so i can put my laptop in ..... coming weeks gotta start shopping for stationaries .... and all ready for skool!!! YippEE!!!!!
Abt 2 weeks back.... i had a brush wif tis stupid "lao kuey bu" irritating to the maximum.... called during lunch wanting to speak to bosss.... explained nicely tat itz lunch-time now....... and she says "can i speak to her" ... wad makes her tink tat we'll be having lunch wif boss???? Tatz not the best.... we haf to screen thru all calls.... so i told her boss is not wif us.... so i kindly asked if there is anything i can help her wif and wif regards to wat issue she wants to speak to boss .... and GUESS WAD???? She scolded me saying "Dont be a busybody ... tis is btw me & ur boss.... why do u wan to noe so much!!!" Wad the **** !!!! I'm here trying to be nice and there u are calling me a busybody.... like as if i like to screen calls if i can choose not to.... i was damn pissed!!!! So i told her off "FINE!!! i'll get her to call u DEN!!!" Told boss abt it and she apologise to me.... commented "how nonsensical can all these ppl get" Stupid lao kuey bu!!!!!
My immunity is quite low recently..... getting sick very easily.... was juz down wif flu like last mth... and now i'm down wif another bad attack ..... all i hope is tat it doesnt affect my hearing again.... really freaking out.... if not gotta spend another sum of $$ on medical bill again.....
Been swimming & tanning & sauna-ing for the past abt 1mth every sun..... feeling good as i'm enjoying the sun.... and like to be more tanned .... hope can keep tis consistent as itz my only form of exercise.....
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
SeLf ConTroL~
Left ear was stuck suddenly last week, couldnt hear properly... went to c ENT ... was told to haf some nerve prob.... GOSH!!!! Said tat my nerve was probably injuried after a series of examinations but cant confirm due to wat... most likely is due to my bad flu which hasnt really fully recovered.... I was so upset to hear tat tis MIGHT be a permanent prob for me... which means i gotta wear a hearing aid ... to aid in hearing if it doesnt get well.... really sad news for me... so much wanted to cry it out.... i was totally BLUR after hearing.... too big a news for me... was given a hell lot of meds to take.... therefore gotta be very hardworking taking med on time ...tinking hopefully it helps if not... i will be partial deaf .... SOBZ!!!!! After taking med for 1 week... i'm feeling much better... can hear better but not quite fully yet... hope things juz continues to turn good.... Spent a fair bit on medical bills tis mth.... thou already discounted price ....
Was looking thru my bills and transactions.... kept running thru my head the whole evening... it's HIGH time i should haf some self-discipline & self control on my finances.... been spluring hell lotsa $$ on things tat are not a NEED .... Really gotta constantly remind myself tat i've been spending too much $$ itz really high time i should watch closely wad i'm spending.... Cut down on shopping esp online goods.... I really admit i'm not a good person @ managing finances ... very poor @ it indeed... juz spend and spend... never really bother abt anything else.... cant continue like tis anymore... Really needa cut down on shopping.... Goodness!!!!
* To all m dearest friends please constantly remind me to stop spending on the unnecessary and save $$$ ... Thanks!!!! Would really appreciate ur help!!!! Really need to save $$$ !!!
Ah ma was hospitalised on last thurs nite.... coz she refuses to eat and sleep .... i tink she's feeling depressed utterly .... and also some UTI .... hope she gets well soon ... dun wish to see her suffer like tis ....
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Finally had it Out!!!!
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
Volcano Eruption !!!!
Went to work .... yet again... faced the same problem which we haf been facing for the past few days ... GOODNESS!!!! How much more irritating can they ever get? Really forcing us to the end of the road .... leaving us wif no choice. These @#$%^&* are giving us hell lot of problems .... 1 after another ..... Juz can anyone 1 tell us how SHAMELESS these pple can ever get????Everytime they come DEMANDS to be seen immediately although no appts made and everything wan immediate (tinking we are superwoman) yet wan cheap & good.... where to find such good deals? 9 out of 10 pple of this breed is all the same.... dun they ever noticed how others dislike this characteristics?????? Tried creating a scene in front of so many pple shouting and bargaining not to pay $$ when they asked for "some service" ... itz only right to pay as there is no free lunch in tis world ... yet REFUSES to pay & still dare to make so much noise.... my poor aunty was attending to them and was TORTURED to the maxi! Till i gotta redirect them into the room inside to prevent further chaos as business is still running.... but continued to argued wif my poor aunty .... been here for 1yr and 1st time ever i've seen aunty so HOT & FURIOUS!!!! Volcano eruption!!! Face dirty dirty!!!! Juz imagine how shameless & irritating these 2 @#$%^& woman can get ???? * HEY TO ALL THE @#$%^&* OUT THERE .... PLS HAF SOME MERCY ... STOP CREATING PROBLEMS FOR US... WE HAF OUR LIMITS TOO.... STOP FORCING US TO THE DEAD END BEFORE WE TURN NASTY ON YOU ... OUR PATIENCE IS RUNNNING OUT REAL SOON!!!!!!!!!! *
Another breed of human is also beginning their nonsense on us.... every1 is testing us ... trying to force us to show our nasty side instead of our angel side ... perhaps they are tired of seeing our smiley faces .... so now trying to see our devil faces. When asked to come in they says they haf to go lunch wif family.... when we are having a 15-20mins lunch... they insists they wanna come in now coz they haf eaten.... does not bother if any1 else has eaten coz they "tink" only their time is precious... they are the only ones who are "very busy", who has lotsa appts..... WTH!!!! Always come in and show us their "dirty dirty faces" .... ppl if u dun like to wait den you are not fit to survive in tis society... coz everything u do including eating and goin to loo u've got to WAIT!!!
My mood has been getting from bad to worse day after day.... all thanks to all the nasty pple who contributes.... really gotta say a BIG THANK YOU!!!!!!!!! Really grateful to these bunch of pple Our hopes were really dashed today.... the most important thing of the mth is pong chek..... today finally goin to haf the procedure done and can rest my peace of mind.... Bless me!
Monday, September 24, 2007
How BRAINLESS can pple get???
My boss' co-colleague tells jokes as usual..... went to this place which my boss dislikes recently due to their inefficiency & doesnt follow proper instructions given... tat irks my boss to the maximum till she dun even wanna open her mouth to scream @ them.... But they are beginning to IRK me & collegues as welll.... Goodness Gracious!!!! They are simply hopeless!!!1 My boss actually commented they are BRAINLESS!!!! And i truely agree... coz they are really stupid stupid stupid!!!! Goodness!!! Always like to turn right when asked to turn left, always asking the same old questions over & over again.... cant even take down proper details over the phone.... and itz not juz 1 person... itz like almost the whole organisation.... really makes me ponder how long more can they survive man!!!! They are really MESSY to the MAXI !!!! Boss has given the order not to go there anymore till she tinks they haf improved coz they are causing lotsa grief & causing us to vomit blood everytime we go there. Cant they juz wake up their idea???? Hope the new management can try to salvage tis situation fast. Haiz!!!!!!
Some irritating customers really get on our nerves man!!~!!!! Tink we are their maids, PA or dirt cum so many different roles... WAT MAN!!!!! Itz only right tat itz their own duty to keep note of their appts after 1 reminder.... we are already being very KIND by reminding in advance yet they us for granted.... ownself forget yet dare to SHOUT at us claiming we should remind constantly??? Do they really tink we haf nothing beta to do other than shaking legs in office???? MIND YOU PPLE tat we haf lotsa things to do in office ... sometimes dun even haf lunch & no time for toilet & water breaks .... we are not so free to call u every min & sec of everyday. FYI, we are not ur maids or PA thou indirectly you all are paying for our salary. I guess you wont like to be treated the same way like u do to us if u were to be in our shoes rite??? So PLS be respectful ... dun blame us if we will gossip abt such ppl like u coz u FORCED us to. I seriously tink "these" ingrateful bunch should take over our job juz for 1 day and they will understand how NONSENSICAL all these pple can get!!!!!!!!!!!! PISSED!!!!!!!!!
Not many customers today but very long and slow day all thanks to the last customer who was late and yet took so long toking in there..... i'm in bad mood today as was still coughing in the midst of my sleep therefore disturbed sleep... and feeling abit feverish @ work thou wearing my own cardigan and my blazer... and feeling lethargic .... went to packet lunch and was evn more pissed off coz i was ordering a soup coz not much appetite and yet needed something warm to warm myself up alittle... put in my order and stood there waiting for past 8 mins.... and the man told me the soup is sold out after 8 MINS!!!!! The previous few customers dint even buy tat item.... cant he juz be nice and tell me instead of me waiting there for so long.... the whole hawker centre was SUPER packed .... long queues everywhere... ARGH!!!! Decided to walk back to my workplace's basement to get food instead.... waited very long as well... in d end only haf like 10mins to gobble my lunch down.... as always ... nothing new
Asked boy how was his dad's op and found out tat got H2O in his chest therefore gotta postpone op.... haiz!!! So sad to hear tat... but common for some1 who has been lying in bed for so long... coz their lungs are not functioning well & exercising for long period of time due to bed ridden ..... and worse ah boy woke up @ 3am & his "good frns" came to look for him again... the cramp was so unbearable till he gotta get his sis to bring him to d doc.... poor thing!!!
Practically dragged my feets home today coz really tired.... like as if i've ran 10 rounds ard d stadium.... my lips was SUPER dry and cracking and being so muddle-head, i forgot to bring my lip-saver lip balm... feel like as if my whole lips is like cracking apart.... Nw i noe the importance of my lip balm... I LOVE U!!!! Dun tink will get the most impt thing of every mth tomolo.... Well still hoping for miracle thou.... tomolo will be quite a long day.... and dint noe till pple lighted to me itz Mooncake Festival tomolo... been really ignorant abt such festivals ... tsk tsk.... hahah!!!! Had quite good dinner... and even can save some for my lunch tomolo..... Was having a really good laugh wif Ger over phone @ her frn on TV ... goodness!!! Such ppl actually exists in U???? I'm truely stunned & amazed!!!!
Hope i will feel beta tomolo.... my throat still hurts..... hope i can sleep well thru-out too....
Sunday, September 23, 2007
Great Movie !!!!
Mum cooked sumptuous lunch today... been so long since i last ate a proper meal @ home... coz haf been either busy out wif frns or working till very late.... Mum cooked fried chicken wings, papaya pork ribs soup & fried bee sprouts... Yummy!!!! I seriously tink my mum should go and start her own shop selling her specialty food...
Took nap in the noon again for an hr.... before meeting ah boy for movie..... Ah boy picked me up ard 6.15pm.... went to MS for movie... watched I Now Pronounce You Chuck And Larry .... itz a VERY good show... highly recommended!!!! Itz the 2nd show ever tat i will not be bothered abt being lady-like and laughing loudly in the theatre.... itz really a good show.... funny and yet emotional (nearly cried @ 1 part) ... After movie went to Kallang Airport to haf dinner ... dint noe they haf a franchise of the Chai Chee porridge.... so i ate tat... ah boy ate his fav pork chop and also ordered a char kway teow to share... headed home after tat...
Reached home showered and wanted to check email and blog... saw an email and was feeling so bad.... feeling sorry.... I'm SORRY!!!!!
Tomolo another working week.... haiz... gotta go in earlier coz got "thing" to do ... GanbatTe Ne!!!!
Irritating Specimens!!!
Thursday, September 20, 2007
Rubber Time
not only taste oishii... looks oishii too! Thanks!!! Muackz!!
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Sick little lamb ....
When boss came in... she was like "wat happened to u?? are u ok?" Dint noe i looked sick to her tat badly..... so got some med from "xia mien" and as usual... he is so "yasui" .... Haiz!!! Rally lame to the max!!! Boss asked me to take day off to rest... but i told her later as haf lotsa things to clear... and lotsa irritating customers to serve.... esp tat "#$%^&*@" he's really brainless or wat.... damn!!! Even my boss tink he is irritating ... for me itz like i couldnt control myself anymore i raised my voice @ him..... he is FON to the MAX!!!! really cant take it anymore.... ARGHHHH!!!!!
Went for lunch @ Cuppage wif colleagues... den went back home. Took my shower and den started to feel drowsy .... so slept on my bed and huggin my meh meh.... had quite a good rest in tis few days.... Mummy cooked porridge for me... juz wat i needed.... something light and easy to swallow coz my throat hurts!!! Ouch!!!
Tomolo is another busy day ... wonders wat time i gotta work till.... still gotta meet Kel after work for dinner to pick up my cousin's bf's slippers which i got him to help me get.... well... dun really haf mood to entertain pple... but wat to do....
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
LiFe GoEs On!!!!
The title of my blog is my boss' fav verse... "Life Goes On" & i'm using this very frequent as i tink itz very true tat no matter watever happens in life tat may cause life to be sweet, sour, bitter or spicy .... life has to go on...
Today is really a very very very BAD day for me from the start till the end of the day!!! Have only heard of Monday blues ... but today is Tuesday Black ... worst den blues... "She" has been really very temperamental ... like as if she's having menopausal syndromes. Cant stand it man!!!! She's been like tis since last week. Aunty had kena and now itz all of us.... damn suay!!!
Early in the morning, she made a mistake herself and yet slam the window @ us trying to push the blame on us and show us her "black face". Itz a big "??" for us both.... since tat incident, things hasnt been goin well, no more motivation for me to work hard .... plus next few weeks will be even more busier .... i need some appreciation like b4 to keep me going ... yet all i get from her is mood swings swinging from east to west, north to south .... Best part is itz not as if we haf done something wrong.... we can read her mind in certain things tat we come across everyday but not ALL things.... how can she blame us when no proper instructions has been passed down to us?? Really makes me wonder if i should move on???
Itz a SUPER busy week for us in company and not able to slot customers in, yet always the case, customers INSISTS on coming and REFUSES to wait ... itz frustrating as you try to squeeze them in yet they dun appreciate and refuses to co-operate. GOSH!!! Well, if everyone has a choice itz natural tat no one likes to wait... but in many occasions we dun haf a choice we gotta wait. Simple examples in our daily life tat having to wait: juz like queuing for transport & going up escalator in MRT, buying food, buying 4D... queuing for toilet when all the cubicles are full even though you are desperate till you feel like peeing or pooing in ur pants .... No matter how urgent u need to pee or poo u still need to wait to remove ur pants b4 u can settle them rite?? Yet in tis company we meet lotsa HORRIBLE pple who doesnt wanna wait. I tot we S'porean are often labelled as pple tat LOVES queuing... the longer the queue the better it is ... juz like the doughnut,4D,hello kitty promotion in MAC... ppl are even willing to queue overnight.... but how come when it comes to things tat are related to their own health benefits they sudden are not willing to wait??? I really DONT understand.... can any kind soul pls clear this BIG "?" in me? Not willing to wait still wanna be RUDE.... i really CANT stand & despise such ill-mannered customers!!!!! They are juz like Vampires or Leeches sucking ur blood, causing your BP to rise to the max!!!
I really really HATE the "#$%^&*@" ... they are often smelly, irritating, rude and all the negative things u can ever think ... i tink you can find it in them. I haf many encounters wif such pple and most of the time they really get on my nerves till i lose my patience on them, i juz feel like SHOUTING @ them in their faces (but i cant due to my professionalism) always gotta use another approach. 2 occasions where they make me lose my temper and had to throw the file on the table and leave the place to take breather. Can you juz imagine how bad it is tat i haf to do such a thing to my customer ... despite the famous saying "customers are always RIGHT". They are really SUPER DOOPER troublesome ... (thumbs up). No other pple can win them in this area. I seriously hope tat such incidents better not arise very frequent as my patience is really running on very very soon and i will haf to scream @ them right in their darn face very sooon!!!
When 1 thing goes wrong,everything else goes hay-wired as well.... subsequently receives lotsa irritating & troublesome calls from customers requesting for the "impossible" ... and i got a deep cut from PAPER!!! And my finger got caught in between door.... Oh Man!!! Everything is not going the right way..... Since den.... my mood changes ... got influenced by"her" (thanks man!!) I was in foul mood for the whole day.... tiredness and fustrations draws in and slowly.... more and more.... mixture of feelings.... feel like screaming,crying and punching pple.... turns violent unknowingly!!! Complained to a few pple and yet i dun feel good.... even when i see my MOST fav customer today and receiving & eating chocos which has the tendancy to make pple happy... is so NOT working on me..... even my fav dessert ice-cream or any delicacy is not going to help either.... i'm in crisis!!!! HELP!!!!!!!!!! Decided to skip dinner!!! No mood no appetite!!! Need a break from tis environment!!!1
Met ah cey during lunch.... she's run down quite a fair bit.... muz haf been a tough period for her... cha wif her alot and laugh @ those idiots..... they muz be regretting and suffering now.... and itz our turn to sit back & laugh @ them.... not trying to be nasty but like another famous saying: you reap wat u sow ....
Luckily some1 sweet pacify me.... he spent alot of effort trying to cheer me up.... buying me cuttie little pasteries, writing a really sweet card that melts my heart... and buying me my usual fav food trying to spike my appetite.... Thanks sweetie!!! Muackzzzz!!! Can see that effort u put in for me.... appreciates it very much!!! U make my day better... Hope tomolo is a beta day for me.... sincerely pray & hope!!! Life has to go on ... no matter how unhappy you are.... time will not stop for you.
Sunday, June 03, 2007
Time Flies like Rocket
Grp pic we took tat nite. (From Bottom,left to right: Christer(SBS), Kath, Me,Ah G, Ah Ger, Jen & Patricia). Went down to Power Hse awhile to say "hi" coz Jon Kay dropped by ...titz been quite awhile since i last met him....and the music sux!!! Dunno izzit juz tat day or they play the same kinda music everyday.... cant dance to the music @ all... still haf so many ppl there seems to be enjoying themselves... i miss O Bar & Zouk still... the music is still the best!
The weather back here is turning good... sunny again... but ppl are complaining itz too hot.... abit lah... but good in the sense tat i can go sun tanning again... YippEE!!! Finally!!! Juz ordered a new bikini from Victoria's Secret coz the current ones either the rubber are worn out or the colour fading coz cheap goods.... decided to invest in a good one hoepfully can last me longer. Besides the design is something i've been looking for.... saw somethin similar @ New Urban before but no stock le.... best part was VS having summer sale... the bikini i wanted was on sale too... after adding in the shipping fee in... itz still cheaper than getting 1 simple set of bikini @ New Urban...
Tink i'm MUZ go on diet again.... coz i'm putting on weight.... all thanks to aunty ... keep forcing us to eat in clinic by buying alots of food... and cannot dun eat coz will be wasted if throw them away.... u can ask her to buy only 1 food and in d end she can buy a few kind of food like buffet style and itz only for breakfast.... she's a vegetarian... mostly gluten stuffs.... how not to put on weight. I've decided... diet from this mon onwards.... if not will not be nice to fit into my new bikini.
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Mars Vs Venus
Been addicted to this show showing on Channel 8 @ 9pm on weekdays.... "Mars Vs Venus" itz shows relationships & differences on men & women & how diff gender thinks & do things differently.... i find tat itz a very good & worth watching show as it makes ppl realise wat we might face & are facing very commonly in our daily life. The story line is so so real as in real life & the actors are SUPERB!!! Esp the little boy "Wenwen" in the show. The show has itz very touching scenes as well tat makes me tear also very episode recently.... esp william & ziling in tat show.... Thumbs up!!! Couples facing probs should & muz watch and hopefully things will get better by understanding each other better.
Monday, May 21, 2007
Victoria's Secret
Boss liked the cake very much.... she was touched!! She said to make a pact wif me... and tat is if i really ever open my own bakery she will fund $ in but on 1 condition tat i muz still work part time as her staff still... wahahah!!! Found tat funny!!!
Dunno y not very busy today but still tiring.... tink gettin old le.... haiz!!!! Wart on my right toe hurts when i put my foot down... so gotta work wif my toe up... and worst thing is my backache suddenly came knockin on me this noon.... Goodness!!! It was painfull.... gosh!!!! Wondering if i'm turning 23 or 63 ... feel like a young old woman.... Cant some1 be kind to take tat backache away???
After work dropped @ City hall coz wanted to haf my watch strap changed @ tis shop named "Time Club"... cost $18 ... while waiting... saw watches on promotion... couldnt resist... and been wanting to get a new watch....
And i really bought it ... only cost me $38 and the usual price was $100. Quite a good deal i tot... Never heard of the brand "Louise Jean" but itz nice la... and plus it comes wif a 1 yr warranty... tink itz really worth buying! After that decided to take a walk @ Raffles City coz wanted to try the famous doughnuts tat ah boy mentioned.... and guess wat!!! i was really SHOCKED!!! The queue was like damn long.... GoSH!!!! Like 30plus ppl queueing....goodness gracious!!! Decided to gif up.... saw Sharon @ Birkenstock coz she's workin @ tat branch.... many many new designs... wanted to get a new pair and 1 for mom since she's complaining no good sandels can last. Passed by Perlini Silver... having 50% sale for all chains & rings... went in to take a look.... bought a necklace in d end
find tat itz kinda special.... and can engrave words... but too bad Perlini doesnt provide the service... needa bring to either MoshiMoshi or Bits & Pieces to get it done.... U.P $49.00, Sale Price $24.50. Tinkin of engraving "Mann" on it ... tatz wat Tracey always calls me ... Nickname for my name. My back really hurts to the maximum in the MRT and itz so packed tat couldnt get a seat...desperate till really feel like sittin on the floor.... Sobz!!!
Reached home and shopped again but itz for someone else coz she asked me to help her order Victoria's items.... itz online shopping... got addicted to shoppin online for Victoria's Secret's items ... Thanks to my dearest ah ger.... hahahha!!! Now both addicted ... so many lovely tops .... waiting for 1 batch to arrive... should be end of this week or early next week. I added a few items to shoppin bag as welll... coz there's a SALE!!! Luckily dint get the bikini the last time... i'm rewarded for being patience.... the bikini i wanted is like $30+ less .... thank goodness tat i waited!!! And got 1 body lotion coz their fragrance and the texture is like FANTASTIC!!! USD$19.95 for 4. S'pore selling $38 for 1 .... Gosh!!!! really LOVE VS items.... all so special & nice... the chances of havin some1 wearing the same top as u is like so minor..... VS stops me from buying clothes in S'pore now... Less Shopping!!! YipPeE!!!
Sunday, May 20, 2007
Baking Boss' B'day Cake
"Toblerone Choco-cheese Cake" ... Looks abit like oreo cheesecake rite?? Very Rich cheese taste.... tink ah ger will faint if i force her to eat this .... hahaa!!!! Found the cake abit plain.... so decided to do some simple deco.... So i melted some choco... and write some words.
Juz something simple .... hope my boss likes the cake.
Gotta go back to work again tomolo... feeling abit sianz... but i guess it will be a fast week coz 2 days this week company is closed half day and sat i'm not workin again... YiPpEe!!!!!
Friday, May 18, 2007
Finally a Break !!!!
12th May was a really bad day for me..... somethin disastrous happened @ home.... best was granny was around to witness ..... i was really upset & felt heart-broken for mum... couldnt stand it and run to Vanessa's place.... Tears juz keep flowing like river... cant control it @ all.... tink even the cab driver was shocked... dint dare turn to look @ me when talkin to me. Thanks ger for always beening there for me when i need u.... U're my best sister always!!! Sent Ger off @ airport coz she's goin to Hokkaido for 1 week ... Urh!!! i really miss her.... she's so impt to me juz like my other partner.
Viola!!!! This is the outcome of my mini fruit tartlets.... i used canned longans, canned peach and fresh mangoes..... a pity dint manage to get strawberries @ Simei ... if not the colour will be brighter. Added less sugar coz more healthier .... but sis says if the crust is sweeter will taste beta...
Went back to work on wed.... boss commented always nice to haf me back @ work.... tink she's too used to havin me ard... ahaha!!! Tis week was short for me.... coz only work 3 days... and so lucky itz my turn to rest tis sat.... YippEe!!! Itz Boss's b'day next wed... 3 of us shared to get her a brooch... she's so touched!!! Experienced a really sudden bad headache today .... dunno y.... was really so terribly pain till i wanna faint. Gosh!!!
Ah ger is finally back tonite.... actually arranged wif da-jie & er-jie to pick her up... but da-jie suffering from diarrhea for past 2 days and went to hospital... till now still havin it... advised her to go c doc again if really not ok yet... coz she might be severely dehydrated. And me suffering from terrible headache... so in d end decided not to pick her up. Will meet her up once she settled down.
Monday, March 19, 2007
CotteN ChEeSec@kE !!! Yum!!
And tis is my end product..... itz my 1st try for bakin cheesecake.... my next try is cheese muffins.... Yummy!!!! Was really happy coz itz turned out really nice... and smells so cheesy!!! So proud of myself... hehe!!! The inside is really very soft... really like cotton .... hehe.... no wonder called "cotton cheesecake" !!!
Brought some to work for colleagues... bosses tried and say "good" ... they even say they dun mind me moonlighting in the clinic... let patients sample and take orders... wahaha!!! Never seen such good bosses.... anyway bosses went to watched "Music & Lyrics" .... as i haf recommended.... so they decided to close shop in the noon since no customers... and they liked it too... coz itz a light-hearted romance show... and the theme song juz keeps runnin @ the back of my mind... juz fell in love wif it... so deep in love...
There's a new agency temp staff today... i had to teach her and oriented her ard... not easy to be a orientator.... abit lost... dunnno where to start from when it is so busy.... well... life goes on.... thou work is really tough now... but I'll SURVIVE!!!!!! Boss thanked me for holding the fort for the moment... can really feel the amt of appreciation she has for my hard work.... in tis way i am happy thou itz busy for me....
Friday, March 16, 2007
LittLe @ppReCi@tiOn ... MaKes My d@y!!!
Attended a talk during lunch, related to my work and i tink it benefitted me coz i understand the co-treatment of CA and can explain to my customers beta.... Boss is really nice to gif me greater responsibilities... doing U/S... hehe!!! It was fun... 1st time hands on... not as easy to get a nice pic... as itz 2D image... co-ordination muz be good. I did well for 1st timer and Boss gave me permission to go ahead to scan for customers 1st while waiting for her... hehe!! Feel so happy & excited!!!!
But i tink we are really happy to noe tat our hard work is paid off & being appreciated, thou not able to make every customer appreciate... but tat 1 or 2 will make a great difference and gives us the motivation to work harder.
Thou itz juz a small gift... but it means alot to us coz it not only shows how much patient appreciates us but also touches our hearts ... encouragin & motivating us to give out more to our customers... Thanks Ms."Y" !!!!
D other day sis bought me my fav strawberry snacks again.... tis time round is Strawberry Mochi.... itz from a Jap shop @ new mall named Central @ Clarke Quay area... it has such lovely packing
makin me juz couldnt bear to open it up as it will damage the packing.... cost $15 .... Well, 1 day i muz go down and see wat other lovely things they haf there... coz haben been to tis new mall yet.... Thanks sis ... love u a million times... hahaha!!!
Both some jap rice crackers from Jasons Supermart @ Paragon... one curry flavoured & d other original one... $1.20 per pkt...tried them before and they tastes delicious tatz y bought them again...
Gave the curry one to Vanessa darlin... coz now she staying home shakin legs & watching her DVDs... juz nice can keep her tummy accompany... hahah!!!! See how sweet i am rite ??? Darling was so sweet too... bought me a HP pouch knowing i lost mine when i bought it for less than 1 week... careless me... itz a white coloured one.. and the size is juz nice... Xiexie ni darling... Ai si ni le!!!
Bought my FAV chips from Marks & Spencer.... itz really DAMN delicious if u like d taste of pepper...
Itz "Sea salt & crushed black pepper Chips" .... i rate it 5 stars coz itz really nice... muz try... intro a few frns le and they fell in love wif it.... and itz always sold out very quickly.... really HOT Fav snack .... $6.90 for the big pack... and $2.50 for the smaller one. Abit costly but itz worth the price for itz quality.... try it and u noe cant compare wif d common brands of chips... Believe me... juz try it or u will regret!!!! Tatz all folks!!!
HoW c@n i NoT LoVe HiM ??
Hmmz... really dote on him... too bad he stays too far away from me if not i will go visit him everyday.... he is really a lover-boy... everyone juz loves him tat much..... if he were to be my bro.... i tink i would haf spent all my $$ buyin things for him... LOLZ!!!! Love u precious sweetheart!!!! Muackzzzz!!!
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
New @ddeD iTeMs
Finally got the Coach wallet & my Victoria Secrets Brassie from Winnie Darling thru Vanessa Darling.... Got a good deal from Winnie coz she sold me her 2nd hand Coach wallet wif card holder in a set for juz $200 as she used it only for merely 2 weeks . Well, it still looks brand new and $200 is really cheap so decided to buy it from her.Really thank Darlin Winnie for sellin it to me @ such a good price.... Been wanting to get Coach items... and finally i got it.
Was tinkin of getting a new water bottle coz my Adidas one is getting really old. Went to Queensway wif Ah Boy after lunch on Sun coz he wanted to get sports shorts.... and saw Nike bottles... wanted to get but Ah boy says might as well get Nalgene bottles... so went to check it out.... and it was having a sale... so Ah boy bought me 1 ...
Was deciding between the dark red and this green... chose tis in d end coz the colour really attracts me... bright ... dunno y i like bright colours recently... bought the 1L bottle @ $19.00. So i'm gonna discipline myself to drink more plain water .... haha!!! Thanks Boy!!!
D.I.Y
and it was a good pick coz it really brightens up the heels doesnt it? Hehe!!! Like it better now...
Sn@cK QuEeN
Baroque Chocolates (consists of Strawberries & cream,mango,peach & choco wif nuts), Doritos Black Pepper Jack Chips, Chotos Choco & Royal milk tea Choco rusk from Daiso, Strawberry Caramel Corn (sis bought for me) & Wang Wang milk candy from M'sia.
Haha... looks like i really can open my very own "MaMa Shop"....
ComFy sLiPpeRs
So i haf been wearing slippers very frequently.... even to work despite my boss did mention before that she would appreciate us not to wear slippers for professional image. Hehe!!! Well, she dint say anything even thou she saw me wearing it... Perhaps she said that to hint "someone else" ....
Thursday, March 08, 2007
Cody gone to Paradise
But i tot i was strong.... dint weep a tear coz i noe i haf to be strong... if not cutie will cry more hearing me cry. 1st thing tat came to my mind was to tink of ways to cheer cutie up. Wanted to get her a little gift... tot of "Mother Garden" @ Vivo coz i noe cutie loved the rabbit i got her for Xmas... so decided to go there. Met ah boy in the evening and went to Vivo.... searched ard... dint noe wat to get... saw a doggie soft toy... wif the brown patch on 1 eye... looked really cute... tot wanted to get her tat .... but ah boy reminded me tat will it rub salt on her wound... coz she juz lost a dog and now i buy her a doggie toy .... might cause her to be more upset as it might remind her of Cody constantly.... hence, decided not too... got her a rabbit purse instead... itz really cute... hope tat d little purse will cheer her up alittle. Passed her the purse on Sun nite... glad she looked ok and she like the cutie rabbit.
I wasnt as strong as i tot i was.... Mon nite... was reading blog... read cutie's blog abt Cody and my tear juz keep flowing down automatically like a open tap.... juz couldnt control myself.... suddenly i really miss Cody alot alot.... & my heart aches & cried even louder when i read the part where cutie describe wat happened tat morning before they put him to sleep.... Cody juz proves tat he's really a very good & loyal dog towards cutie & family and it juz shows how much he loves them and how much he's gonna miss them. I'm so sad i couldnt be there to see him 1 last chance.... thou itz cruel to put him to sleep but i guess itz d best way out for him since he's suffering. Ah boy was toking to me over the phone when i was reading and when i cried... he got a big shock... he almost rushed down to my place to see if i was ok... oops!! Dint mean it... was really juz very emotional tat nite... I really haf regrets that i couldnt see or cuddle him for juz 1 last time... never did i noe 24th was the last time i saw him and touch him... and last time i could let him lick me on my arms.... Thou i'm closer to Cody only recent few years... but we really dote on each other... i noe he dote on me alot juz like cutie's family dotes on me.... he treats me like his family and i could feel it. I've always love dogs ... but mum dun allow me to rear 1 so i've always regard Cody as my dog... Never will i be able to play wif him, cuddle him, sleep wif him nor hear him bark when i'm @ the door anymore.... tat very nite... i could feel exactly wat cutie muz haf felt worse knowing & witnessing him beening put to sleep.... i really cried for very long tat nite... haben cried like tat for a long long time....
Cody has been a really good & obedient & smart doggie... always comin to the door to welcome me or jumpin to the back of the car to look for me when cutie's dad drove us.... he's always so adorable.... never once did he bite me... he loves to sleep wif me on the mattress whenever i camp over @ cutie's place... loves me to cuddle him... he's really such a darling doggie to haf. He loves chicken wings... comes to us whenever he smells chicken wings... loves to hide under the sofa when he noes we are leaving hse and will need to lock him up.... noes how to do his business in the toilet on the newspaper.... he's juz so adorable....
Thou lots of ppl will miss him.... but i guess the sweet memories of him wif us will slowly erase the pain & sadness we are experiencing now... Cody boy u will be in my memories forever and ever... will miss u forever... Love u !!!!
Backview of Cody boy @ Vanesssa's room.... waiting patiently for some1 to open the door for him.
PS: Haf to admit tat i teared again when i wrote this blog. I knew this would happen coz i really miss Cody!!!!
Monday, March 05, 2007
M'sia Visiting & Shopping Trip
Sunday, February 25, 2007
LoNg LoNg HoLiD@y ...
Next was CNY .... had steamboat for reunion as usual... once a yr... after tat i stayed home... dint go out as no 1 has plans to go out.... and went visiting early mornin.... 1st stop was Bedok den to Jurong.... Received sms greetings from Winston.... was surprised and happy... but Junie cousin was d most happy coz Winston managed to get her the C.R jersey... lolz.... finally....Thanks Wins ! Played cards & mahjong wif cousins as usual.... My baby cousin is so so so CUTE !!! Really cant stand luffing @ him when he talks like an adult...he is really so adorable. We celebrated Granny's b'day as usual.... we celebrate it on the 1st day of CNY coz tatz when all of us are ard... and coz her b'day is on the 4th day of CNY every year... so no fixed date... Dun really like the cake bought by aunty coz too much cream.... i dun fancy cream... Had steamboat for dinner again.... after dinner... i'm supposed to meet Kath,Jen & Vanessa for movie... Jack Neo's "Just follow Law" movie.... supposed to be @ PS but no tix available... so Rong hui went ahead to buy tix @ Bedok Princess... OMG!!! I was @ Jurong... and the show is @ 9.30pm and 8.30 i'm still in Jurong... so no choice i gotta take a cab down.... goodness!!! Such an old cinema.... my 1st time there watching a movie... Poor Vanessa gotta climb long flight of stairs before watching.... the seats were uncomfortable... no wonder tix only $7 during P.H. Dint noe tat Rong hui & Andy's bro joinin us for movie.... but the show was good... damn funny... Fann Wong acted really well in tis show thou i dun like her. After movie, 4 of us gers when to our usual KTV place in Bedok..... Sang till 2am... den Jen jie drove me home...mum called on my way... coz granny rang her and told her i'm not back yet... & she was worried tat bangladeshi workers @ void deck might do funny things to me.... haha.... opps... in d end granny dint slp well becoz of me... so sorry... dint mean it... i oredi told her i'll be home late... and i haf got the keys wif me.... reached granny place back @ 2plus almost 3am...
Den i gotta wake @ 6am... coz goin for Kukop trip wif granny,uncle,aunty & my 3 lovely cousins & sis. Mum and dad not joinin coz gotta work.... Was damn shag ... but still managed to pull myself outta bed.... den all prepared to take d coach.... all together including my uncle's frns... were abt 30 plus of us.... little notti baby mingming was SUPER hyperactive... jumping and runnin abt.... the journey was abt 2 to 3 hrs.... we stayed @ this really nice bungalow hse on the kelong area.... really huge wif 7 bedrooms... 2 storey... basically u will grow fat staying there coz they juz keep cooking & serving us food.... dunno how many meals a day.... GoSH!!!! After lunch we went to the shops nearby.... abt 10min walk out....bought lots of firecrackers and fire-works stuff for the nite time..... my little cutie is like a kampong kid... runnin abt wifout shoes... sitting everywhere and anywhere... juz not afraid of everythin...he can walk to the edge of the kelong n not afraid of fallin into the dirty sea.... really salute him!!! We saw snakes, mud-skippers
below the hse is the sea.... and the sea is dirty... coz it contains the sewage waste and itz the rubbish bin as well... so can imagine how dirty..... cant swim @ all... gooDnesS!!! All the kids started to fish.... the weather was good... i dint apply sun block nor tannin oil coz cant possible wear my bikini and tan in front of my uncle's frns thou i din bring .... took lotsa pic of the environment & the beautiful sky... & of coz not forgetting my 3 lovely cousins and the adorable baby ming.... The one is green is the eldest kang kang... den followed by hao hao & lastly ming ming... The scenary is beautiful esp in the evening.... and very windy and relaxing... really a good & economical place to relax.... do nothing but juz eat & eat & eat.... i missed the sun-rise coz was too tired and dint wake up early in the morning to see the sun -rise... and was suffering from the bad sun burnt.... GOSH!!! it was painful all nite long even juz turning in bed... the friction between the bed & my skin ... Ouch!!!
The dinner was Delicious.... we had BBQ and the best part was we juz sit down and was being served.... all ready to serve us .... there was BBQ stingray (which was d best.... very fresh), fishballs, hotdogs, Bak kwa (coz of CNY), chicken wings, satays taiwanese sausages, otah.... it was delicious... i really enjoy the stingray... it was DAMN delicious!! They also served us fruits and ang ku kueh shape agar-agar.... the whole trip including the lodgings and meals and transport is only $80 bucks... itz really worth.... Really dun mind goin there again. Enjoyed playin the fire-crackers & fire-works too....
My dearest "aunty" came on a surprise visit .... luckily itz goin home soon... if not will dampen my mood. Bought alot of local goodies there and itz damn cheap. Good Trip !!!