Wednesday, October 10, 2007

SeLf ConTroL~

Been tired and lazy to blog for past weeks... ... was abit upset last week as 1 problem arises after another 1.... haiz!!!! Cant help to tink i'm like a 84 yr-old old woman.... down wif so many illness suddenly!!!! Wad's wrong man???

Left ear was stuck suddenly last week, couldnt hear properly... went to c ENT ... was told to haf some nerve prob.... GOSH!!!! Said tat my nerve was probably injuried after a series of examinations but cant confirm due to wat... most likely is due to my bad flu which hasnt really fully recovered.... I was so upset to hear tat tis MIGHT be a permanent prob for me... which means i gotta wear a hearing aid ... to aid in hearing if it doesnt get well.... really sad news for me... so much wanted to cry it out.... i was totally BLUR after hearing.... too big a news for me... was given a hell lot of meds to take.... therefore gotta be very hardworking taking med on time ...tinking hopefully it helps if not... i will be partial deaf .... SOBZ!!!!! After taking med for 1 week... i'm feeling much better... can hear better but not quite fully yet... hope things juz continues to turn good.... Spent a fair bit on medical bills tis mth.... thou already discounted price ....

Was looking thru my bills and transactions.... kept running thru my head the whole evening... it's HIGH time i should haf some self-discipline & self control on my finances.... been spluring hell lotsa $$ on things tat are not a NEED .... Really gotta constantly remind myself tat i've been spending too much $$ itz really high time i should watch closely wad i'm spending.... Cut down on shopping esp online goods.... I really admit i'm not a good person @ managing finances ... very poor @ it indeed... juz spend and spend... never really bother abt anything else.... cant continue like tis anymore... Really needa cut down on shopping.... Goodness!!!!
* To all m dearest friends please constantly remind me to stop spending on the unnecessary and save $$$ ... Thanks!!!! Would really appreciate ur help!!!! Really need to save $$$ !!!

Ah ma was hospitalised on last thurs nite.... coz she refuses to eat and sleep .... i tink she's feeling depressed utterly .... and also some UTI .... hope she gets well soon ... dun wish to see her suffer like tis ....

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Well written article.