LiFe GoEs On!!!!

Sorry tat i've been too busy & lazy to blog for the past mths....

The title of my blog is my boss' fav verse... "Life Goes On" & i'm using this very frequent as i tink itz very true tat no matter watever happens in life tat may cause life to be sweet, sour, bitter or spicy .... life has to go on...

Today is really a very very very BAD day for me from the start till the end of the day!!! Have only heard of Monday blues ... but today is Tuesday Black ... worst den blues... "She" has been really very temperamental ... like as if she's having menopausal syndromes. Cant stand it man!!!! She's been like tis since last week. Aunty had kena and now itz all of us.... damn suay!!!
Early in the morning, she made a mistake herself and yet slam the window @ us trying to push the blame on us and show us her "black face". Itz a big "??" for us both.... since tat incident, things hasnt been goin well, no more motivation for me to work hard .... plus next few weeks will be even more busier .... i need some appreciation like b4 to keep me going ... yet all i get from her is mood swings swinging from east to west, north to south .... Best part is itz not as if we haf done something wrong.... we can read her mind in certain things tat we come across everyday but not ALL things.... how can she blame us when no proper instructions has been passed down to us?? Really makes me wonder if i should move on???

Itz a SUPER busy week for us in company and not able to slot customers in, yet always the case, customers INSISTS on coming and REFUSES to wait ... itz frustrating as you try to squeeze them in yet they dun appreciate and refuses to co-operate. GOSH!!! Well, if everyone has a choice itz natural tat no one likes to wait... but in many occasions we dun haf a choice we gotta wait. Simple examples in our daily life tat having to wait: juz like queuing for transport & going up escalator in MRT, buying food, buying 4D... queuing for toilet when all the cubicles are full even though you are desperate till you feel like peeing or pooing in ur pants .... No matter how urgent u need to pee or poo u still need to wait to remove ur pants b4 u can settle them rite?? Yet in tis company we meet lotsa HORRIBLE pple who doesnt wanna wait. I tot we S'porean are often labelled as pple tat LOVES queuing... the longer the queue the better it is ... juz like the doughnut,4D,hello kitty promotion in MAC... ppl are even willing to queue overnight.... but how come when it comes to things tat are related to their own health benefits they sudden are not willing to wait??? I really DONT understand.... can any kind soul pls clear this BIG "?" in me? Not willing to wait still wanna be RUDE.... i really CANT stand & despise such ill-mannered customers!!!!! They are juz like Vampires or Leeches sucking ur blood, causing your BP to rise to the max!!!

I really really HATE the "#$%^&*@" ... they are often smelly, irritating, rude and all the negative things u can ever think ... i tink you can find it in them. I haf many encounters wif such pple and most of the time they really get on my nerves till i lose my patience on them, i juz feel like SHOUTING @ them in their faces (but i cant due to my professionalism) always gotta use another approach. 2 occasions where they make me lose my temper and had to throw the file on the table and leave the place to take breather. Can you juz imagine how bad it is tat i haf to do such a thing to my customer ... despite the famous saying "customers are always RIGHT". They are really SUPER DOOPER troublesome ... (thumbs up). No other pple can win them in this area. I seriously hope tat such incidents better not arise very frequent as my patience is really running on very very soon and i will haf to scream @ them right in their darn face very sooon!!!

When 1 thing goes wrong,everything else goes hay-wired as well.... subsequently receives lotsa irritating & troublesome calls from customers requesting for the "impossible" ... and i got a deep cut from PAPER!!! And my finger got caught in between door.... Oh Man!!! Everything is not going the right way..... Since den.... my mood changes ... got influenced by"her" (thanks man!!) I was in foul mood for the whole day.... tiredness and fustrations draws in and slowly.... more and more.... mixture of feelings.... feel like screaming,crying and punching pple.... turns violent unknowingly!!! Complained to a few pple and yet i dun feel good.... even when i see my MOST fav customer today and receiving & eating chocos which has the tendancy to make pple happy... is so NOT working on me..... even my fav dessert ice-cream or any delicacy is not going to help either.... i'm in crisis!!!! HELP!!!!!!!!!! Decided to skip dinner!!! No mood no appetite!!! Need a break from tis environment!!!1

Met ah cey during lunch.... she's run down quite a fair bit.... muz haf been a tough period for her... cha wif her alot and laugh @ those idiots..... they muz be regretting and suffering now.... and itz our turn to sit back & laugh @ them.... not trying to be nasty but like another famous saying: you reap wat u sow ....

Luckily some1 sweet pacify me.... he spent alot of effort trying to cheer me up.... buying me cuttie little pasteries, writing a really sweet card that melts my heart... and buying me my usual fav food trying to spike my appetite.... Thanks sweetie!!! Muackzzzz!!! Can see that effort u put in for me.... appreciates it very much!!! U make my day better... Hope tomolo is a beta day for me.... sincerely pray & hope!!! Life has to go on ... no matter how unhappy you are.... time will not stop for you.