Lost!

I'm back again.... feeling so easily tired this 1 yr .... gosh!!!! REally cant deny tat i'm getting old.... which in fact i haf juz turned 1 yr older last week. Had a celebration wif my beloved sisters and brothers.... i am happy but not most happy coz the person i wished the most to be there.... she wasnt. Received many gifts and wishes .... and some really surprises me. Thanks thou.

Sometimes, i really wonder to myself tat i've lost myself..... I really wish to haf the energy i had yrs back.... so bubbly, energetic, full of adrenaline .... when can i ever find "tat me" again??? Is it ever possible? Perhaps after i graduate from my part time degree? i guess i will never noe till the day arrives ....

REally really really wish for a break from everything here ..... wish to juz travel to a quiet place to lead a simple quiet life for a couple of days ..... really feeling desperate abt tat ......